welcome to my blog
I am Kenneth, I like to play Lan gaming eg, dota and online gaming. i also like to heng out at town during sat till sunday morning(sometime).
Now i currently working in UOB bank till 15 Feb 2013 then i will be heading back to Poly for my studying in DIP.
was aiming TP so hope to get in during this coming intake.
I believe in God that he Got plan for me in My Life. i serve all my might for his Love for us - John 3:16.
Nth much have happen today only my boss ask me, is there any chance attachment student can end its attachment early then should be. I tell her i don’t know but she can ask my teacher-officer but i did add-on normally student whose end attachment early is because them are not good at work so that why ended their attachment early. This kind of student most of time the is confirm Fail their attachment. So i ask her, why i need to ended my attachment early? I didn’t done my job well i asked? She reply, no lor Kenneth. Is just that we finish this project, so there is kindly no other project confirm yet so that why i came across this thought. Anyway my boss name is Devi. She is fun and outgoing boss, but something very friendly like to fight with my other co-boss whose name is Rizal.
So i am thinking if really end my attachment, sad news is i must report back to Simei everyday and long hours some more. I don’t know should I thank God for this or not? But i did know something is without God to guide me and change me. I wouldn’t able to live through my attachment till now as this attachment is really slacking due to boss don’t plan my work task well.
So most the time i am looking at my company laptop and just keep still hash. Or sometime got chance i will surf net. Or play face book. But no matter what We must give thank to God for everything he planned for us.
Kelvin is enlisting to NS in 2 more Friday ex-inc today. So i don’t know if this attachment really ended now. Hope i don’t need to report to school but have more holiday so i can force more on God and my people. Before Kelvin Gone into camp. As will i rise up to be CL or training CL, is really all depend On God and not men. As Leader is chosen by God and not men. So if you are facing problem with yours leader pls ask yourself, why and what the problem and source of the problem? As leader may be bad but still why God will choose him/her?
As everything in God’s Kingdom got main reason be hide it. So lets pray and ask God what is it? So your misunderstanding won’t go on.
Today just an avg other day, but when i take train to work i saw the new SMRT line is open, there a Video reports by me, early morning when i go for work and also after work i take that Train :) to somerset mrt for Church Service Rehearsal for this sat NBSS :)
Part 1: Morning heading to Work on the New train line :)
Part 2 : Me taking new line back to Town from work. :)
After taking this part 2 video, i move on to bishun mrt and head toward Town and meet kelvin for dinner, but kelvin is late again. so i at centre point mac using internet while waiting for him. but he tell me when he reach he won't be eating. so i have no chose but me not eatting but he call yao min and he say he at other side of Dhoby Ghast area, so we went and join him and have mac together when kelvin is stress for his song persention :)
Firstly i am not very ok with the idea of show many ppl about the change of my life, maybe to peoplle i know can, but those i dont know dont feel ok, but after rehearsaling today. i feel that if can impact other people life by showing my life why not?
So brother and Sister out there jiayou together with me to show other of our life :)
Any way, after last week Service i saw something very funny and i wish to post it here to share with my friends. that is how wild can christian be after service or our Drama show. haha
I will say that poor chr that had being make by those people. haha...
Today i need to run and catch the last train but i fail to do so as the last train had left me, so i and one of the np brother who last time also same school as me but we not classmate.
we take bus 174 to bukit tamah then change to 67, by right. we did't think of taking 67 as we dont know the bus is still on. haha only when take the bus 174 then remember can take 67 before that we plan to take to bukit tamah because it nearer to cck and bukit panjang we share cab will pay lesser. but thank God the bus 67 still got. as the last bus is 12.25am but the bus came at 12.45am funny right? but is God blessing for us. to let us have safe trip home. and the reason why the bus came so late because it half broken down. why i say that every few stop the bus will lost it power and cant move for few sec. but thank God i make it back to BP safey ;)
and my friends he should be too . :) So people who is believer if God can bless me and my friends who give it all we can for God why cant u, as by giving is more than taking. God will bless more to those who given then taking only .:)
hope this will be an fun thing to read in my blog today :)
Last Night, I came home My Mom Ask me go redraw money for today. when i got home i check my letter that i bring home before i go redraw money.
And i saw a letter from ICA!! Letter that tell me to apply PR under my own name, my dream come true!! But i need to plan first isit wise to apply PR, if dont need go NS. I comfirm apply, pls dont get me wrong not that i want to skip. if i apply it now. meaning next year i have to Go NS before i can head to poly life. that will be 24 year old after ORD. then add in 3 years from poly life. that will be 27/28 years, depend of the intake. :)
So this Sat is my Hope church - New Believer Special Service (NBSS)
We will be having short and also short sharing and Drama. so pls come and join us. :)
Today is a Nice Tuesday. Every At work now is going smoothly. But kind of slacking life here. As Superior did't plan my job task for me so just anyhow throw to me, but i finish it very soon. i have apply off for tomorrow. as need to go down to ICA building to do some of my student pass that which help me stay in singapore till now.
But my dad haven't give me the money i need it for payment for tomorrow student pass. hope by the time i reach home he will give it to me.
Last Sat Service i serve as Usher but i feel that i wasted most of my time, talking to a brother i dont really know. he is john from other service. but after talking to him i felt that his Spiritually life is not very right/well. as he face alot of person with his Group from other Service. then i can't help him but only can listen to him. Thank God for su quan did't come and say i should't drop my exact roles and talk to that brother. :0)
But at the end, i still can't help him so i got his email and hp number and pass it to Leanne to help him. for my understanding. Leanne will find out what is the source of the problem before call that brother to help him. This Sat i am going to talk about My Life Changes as part of the drama. i think, it will be a break through as i have to stand infront of many memeber of HopeChurch and visitor. by thinking about it. I wetting lor. haha...
I am thinking, Kelvin going to NS soon in 3 week time on the Friday. meaning 3 more friday inc this week. he will be reporting to Camp. then my attachment ended follow by his enlist 1 friday later.
I really worry, and :S lately. as i even fit to rise up to be CL. or training CL ? God!! u plant your seed and let them to grow to do your work to share you teaching. AM i ready to pass down the teaching as u pass down through my Shepherd/CL. I know Ace will be there to guide me. But i dont know can i hanger it.
If my sheeps is great support to me, maybe i will be strong. but can i depend on them ? I believe can, but not fully. why ? if i ask myself. each one of them got their Strong point. but their weak point is what pulling them down. I have to keep praying to God to guide me and my sheeps.
ALL 3 of them i only worry is paul. as sometime he do thing is very funny. I sometime dont even know what is he thinking stright or wrong. God when kelvin Go NS i will really need to relay on you as no other people, i can? Yao min? or hong Siong? or even My first Shepeherd Jun Hong (ernest)? I don't know what i should do but to pray and worship you. that why i alway listen to my blog song. one way!! as i truthly believe u are the only way to lead us. and the only right God to call us and love us.
But no matter how much i put it in my blog, i still need to get back to God and pray for guiding... :)
Today is a really hot and dry then what more is sian day for me . as no plan and also i did't sleep whole day that normally i will. :)
Ineed to think of few song for praise and worship for this coming CG. theme this week is about Satisfaction/prayerful life.
Bt till now i haven think of any song, haha... Headace lor. But i know God will make a way for me. as leading both roles to bring out the spirit of God out to speak to all people is not really to done by man. But it can done it by people who have faith and trust in GOD :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:34 PM
22 May 2009
Today work is tireding as too slacking haha, but when it come to stress i am very happy to it very funny right?
But that is my chr, people may think is funny to me is kind of my outgoing kind of chr. I like to help people or even do serve people as usher or as teacher for pri/sec school lvl.
But no matter what kind of chr i am. as long i did't harm or hurt people will do right :) So people out there just be yourself as long you dont harm or hurt people as what will u gain if u do those bad thing? my ans to you is you will not Go heaven but u will comfirm Go hell!!
but those who sin and trying their best (really trying their Best) they will still be save By God and join him in heaven :) don't u agree with me? brother and sister :)
so let work hard together for God kingdom, Anyway 4 more week is my end of my attachment YAYA!!!! after that is 3 week hoilday then report to simei ite for school. haha next year will i chose NP or NYP or even SP ? as my poly life? i don't know now. as too early to plan. but i know RP is not for me. since i being there exp for past one year ago.
So may God bless you in higher name as u visit me and keep track of what i am writing. So see u guys soon. :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:29 AM
20 May 2009
For past few day i am very tired @ work can't really forced. even in my own spiritually life i can't forced too. i really need to think and seek God more if I want to stay strong with him.
Those day me alway lose to my emo, i really need to be strong to overcome this problem, and ytd being say by kelvin (shepherd), i am not so teachable. i know something i am not very teachable, but i don't know. as too many problem i have to overcome now or i mean face them head on. like one of my sheep problem i have with him. if u know who dont need to say it out.
But if this sheep of mine got read my blog. i would like to invite u to ask me out and talk thing out. before kelvin get enlist to NS. I some time may be very unreasonable but i only want to ask for forgiven by all of u out there. no matter friends from church or msn friend. Tomorrow is unit Cg, i will be leading praise. it not a new roles to me. but due to now my own spiritually life is not strong i dont know i can lead well or not . really have to pray for few thing like God help me through my attachment tomorrow so i can go off early and would be late for units CG.
So i really want to pray that God will change me and my sheep. to grow faithfully and strong with him.
So all his mighty name AMAN!!
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:15 PM
18 May 2009
On 16 May,
I have to wake up early to work, due to boss want me to finish up my video editing and show her. that is really done, so monday when bigger boss came in can check the video. :)
I reach my work place, at around 9.30am. then i edit the video till 2pm shape, my boss came in at around 10.45am. so them sit beside me and watch me doing as i keep playing some part that their think have to be change, i finish up the video by 2pm. only some of the part have to cover i will do it over the weekend or on monday when report to work. after work i head down to somerset and slack, till service started. after service Lui Treat us KFC because is his birthday. OMG, i did't know that in adv. but Thank God for his Giving, even is his birthday!! THANK LUI BRO!! :) MAY GOD BLESS U. After the KFC, me and some of my Unit(church), people when down to SMU to celebrate hui yin's birthday!! we have fun with some mini Game and overnight fellowship together with our people and her friends. :) Saw few people i long time nvm saw them, like david (chc), alex and other 2 ppl.
On 17 May,
I went home @ 7am, then reach home by 8am. then i pack my stuff to go out after i take a bath. but i change of mind to go out for usher meeting, due to money and also tired after overnight stay out. so i told my leader and say that i cant make it and say no money to spend. i stay awake for whole day till late afternoon. then i go Sleep till 4am in the morning next day!!
I saw my two hp got 6 sms in total!! haha some from Kelvin and others people. :)
Lastly, Kelvin will be enlisted to NS by next month, there is 4 more week to go. the date he enlisting is on 12 june, but me attachment finish on 19 june. So after he enlist i still got one more week of attachment to worry, before i start to worry more for CG lvl.... I really pray that God came and give me knowleg and wisdom. as i really dont know how to hanger some people in my Group. and make sure all stay together as a family for God. I only can keep praying and fasting for them, and also for this coming Sat ESS. so Service will start 7pm shape on this sat. and not 5.45pm.
Today Got my pay, but not alot. only $280. but still thank God for it, as if don't have this money i am dead... as no money to eat, poor me right?
Any way even i only got $280 but i will still give it all out to sign up for a line with starhub with Internet. but cant treat my sheeps for buffer that sad news for them.
but will still treat them when i got my next pay day... :) as we cant plan everything right? only God will plan for us.
People may ask, why i sign up line now. i not only signing up line with Internet and also house phone number. and all will cost me about $80+ per month.
after i sign up for this line, i know i will be very handy in cash. but i will trust God more and be wise also.
Today got one of my friends kiki, need to lend money from me as he run away from home. so i told him i don't have money as haven got pay. but after i say that one of my friends @ workplace. call me and say that account lady want to find me. so i guess must be my pay is here. so i agree to lend him even i think he may not return me back $20. but i know God will bless my family well as i willing to give what i got to ppl in need.
Lastly i pray for All Sheep and fellow up, will grow strong in their own R/s with God, as no one can guide them with R/s with God but themselves.
How we live our life is not only plan by God, but is also how we chose to walk with him or in our own life?
So people out there must think through what u want to do in ur life and At that point is it wise to do the path u think is good for you. think deep through till u really felt that is right thing to do.
Ytd, was very fun day for me. as i celebrate my Sheep's birthday @ his House, his name is Victor. he is fun and loving brother, whose something can depend on (the Facts) when i ask him or other leader ask him to do thing he will do all his best. So i want to Wish him a happy birthday and May God bless him strongly so he will be a blessing to his people around him. :)
Today @ Work,
I try to finish up all the shooting by Today but since the actor is busy and my boss also. and my actor is flying to KL TONIGHT!! OMG!! but no choose i have to stay back to done all the shooting by TODAY. HA HA HA.....
And also Kelvin want me to plan for CG's lvl Celebrate to victor, headace now. pray to God to save me not to fall sick but came out with good plan to celebrate for him. IF this Kind OF normal stress i cant Take it, i dont know why i can take stress from SC or Even for Video production in MacPherson ITE in CoreGroup and lastly now in This attachment i am doing Video production again. :D
