welcome to my blog
I am Kenneth, I like to play Lan gaming eg, dota and online gaming. i also like to heng out at town during sat till sunday morning(sometime).
Now i currently working in UOB bank till 15 Feb 2013 then i will be heading back to Poly for my studying in DIP.
was aiming TP so hope to get in during this coming intake.
I believe in God that he Got plan for me in My Life. i serve all my might for his Love for us - John 3:16.
Been a while I post but this old photo latest look abit meaty than I once before few year ago. Should had go gym and keep fit but didn't as life back in Malaysia is boring and simple
I shone with Jesus @ | 8:15 AM
28 January 2016
*.* USS dream parade JAN 2016 part 1 *.*
Been a while i make any post in here.
last sat 23th jan 2016, went to uss and enjoy the dream parade 2016 , hope you enjoy this video . i manage to took 2 video from starting to end.
one at water world and other at end of the parade ( new york ).
*.* Life its great as alway when i give it all up for God *.*
Hi viewer,
thank for visiting my blog again because with you reading it was a form of way i reaching to You about how great my God is ;)
I really Thank God for the past few days, as i mange to hear new job coming up in Singapore before i even return to Singapore and look for a new full time job so i can officially stay in Singapore. as for those who don't know or new about my life. i am Malaysian but grow up in Singapore. so soul is Singaporean but blood is chain by fate which still Malaysian ;)
Interesting of my own life, is how come i grow up in Singapore still a Malaysian? shouldn't i be PR or Singaporean by now. all along i am holding student pass in Singapore while i am studying of cos. when i am in republic poly , i made a wrong chose by not accept the offer to apply for PR under my own name. what hold me back because of my age that time i already 21 and if i finish my poly which its 23 and serve NS for 2 yr which is 25 as i am now. i won't be in Ipoh or Malaysia to on detour at all. but even with regards of my action, i still rejoice for thing happen for past 3 yr even i did went back Malaysia and didn't finish my Poly due to money problem in the family. as i able to meet hope Ipoh brother and sister and also many Hope Malaysia member. its all link to my main church in Singapore (Hope Singapore). We are a movement church under HIM. but we had been reaching out to many place like china and even Batam now. fellowship and friendship is our main core. as God comment us to love one another ;) enough about my background i guess.
Here its my blessing i had for the past few day and since my last post. 1. 3 Job offer up to date was sent to me by friend and unknow ppl through facebook and email. 2. Mom Faithfully sent me cash even i not able to find part time job in Ipoh due to few reason like transport and i don't spoke Malay or understand it :( (sadly as malaysian i don't know malay)
3. sometime i overspend the cash God faithfully guide me when i give my faith to him to lead.
e.g ytd before LG cum prayer meeting, i only left 6.5RM for dinner before my mom able to sent me more at night. i order frie rice with chix cost me 5RM, and a drink cost me 1.5rm. Which Thank God its just enough for what i have. as i don't want to lend from fellow brother who had dinner with me. see God is good to answer my this small request ;)
Today LG topic is Ezra chp 1, its really teach us about value in God view about thing and accountable in our own life to God ;) its alway remind me that God is good no matter i having problem or even in a emotion stage , as he is my shepherd who guide me and take care of me , that why when someone put under me. i will leave what my own view out and give it all for the cause of God for my sheep and friend who i know ;)
i guess that all i had in mind today. thank for reading and God blessed u and hope u look up high and reach God hand to clear ur path of darkness ahead of u ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:25 AM
30 June 2013
hi people,
long time no see again. i had been having hoilday again in hope ipoh . thank God for them to take me in if not i will be a beggar in jb.
its start about few week ago when i came back to malaysia to renew my social visiting pass back to SG but sadly to say that i not able to renew my pass till 19 july which it is a date that i am allow to return to SG.
normally if this happen only need to return and stay in malaysia which its alway just 2 wright its 2 full month. i am like What the Hell, and ask God what should i Do, at the point of time somehow i felt that i don't need to worry because God is in control in my life. i sent out msg to my LG in whatapp. then my leader offer help to went my place at late night to collect my backpack for my traveling when i am in malaysia. i was worry for my leader because that time its kinda lazy which he rush to my place and reach around 11.45pm and left my place around 12.10am was not sure if he able to get last train back home. and also thank God for him, he lend me 50 SGD first so i able to go book a hotel and stay for the night. but i went for movie till late night. after that i able to find friend from fellow blogger, which he happen to stay in jb hotel and pay by his company. not only that his hotel its near KSL but me at JB City sq which its not near unless take cab but i don't know how as its pass 1.30am. so one brother from Hope ipoh student group which i knew in hope ipoh msg me in facebook to ask if he be abeek or 1month the most.
but sadly this time around i need to stay in malaysia for about 2month, yes u read le to help. i thank God for him , he so my angel sent down from heaven to bring me to the right place :)
Next day, i msg Hope ipoh leader and request if i able to stay with them for awhile again. and them agree which now i am in hope ipoh church, as can't stay with the leader place as his wife just give birth not long for few month which now got a baby at home no spare place for me to stay so temp i stay in the church. good thing its i can had my own space do my own thing. and go out and back anytime i like. but life here its bored as i got limited cash which my mom will sent to me weekly, all my prayer now is when i return SG , May God bless me a job. because i know that i not able to get job in malaysia due to i don't spoke and read malay. no much luck getting job for free lance or part time here. if u reading this and u from ipoh. Maybe God had sent you to give me a temp job to earn abit till i return SG on 18 july 10.30pm bus most likely.
a few time i met new friend from CC(cyber Cafe or lan Shop base on ur area what u call it) which them bring me out to yamcha and chatting together about ipoh and work life. got one time i went out with hope ipoh brother name Joshun , he is worry and share to me about his problem and thing which he about to go SG looking for work around next week for a week then he return but he may stay abit longer :) depend of how his luck. but all i can say pray for the best which God want from us .
I don't like the feeling of wasting time and life by doing nth meaningful for God. if i able to made a big difference here i pray that God give me idea and wisdom to know what should i do :)
i going to sign off from here. thank for reading and May the holy spirit be with you and guide you too
I shone with Jesus @ | 6:53 PM
09 June 2013
*.* What i need to do next? *.*
hi viewer been awhile again I didn't made any post to my personal life blog.
life had been up and down for me. 1yr ago I started working at UOB bank as clerk ( CSA )
but now after working for a year, I quit my job due to family stress and work stress mix together didn't felt well when for past 3 month before I quit my job on 15 Feb 2013.
now already June and I still haven't get a new job and now I back in Ipoh, I thank God for Hope Ipoh to take me in when I no where to go, thank God that the leader didn't ask me for renter but just small among to cover the water and power bill use while I am here as normally them don't use this place other than on sunday service itself.
Now while I am here doing nth in Ipoh. I praying and seeking for part time job to fill my days till 19 july to return to SG.
now my life its like in deeper darkness which I don't know what I am doing. I really need people around me to encourage me and offer me suggesting which is useful for me to use and do. ;)
didn't had a good rest last night. so after this blogging I will be resting since got nth to do till dinner time.
I really need to seek a pt time job in Ipoh for a month to cover my daily EXP while I am here.
but sadly while I am typing this post. the power cut off. or to put it that way the whole area near where I am staying the power was blackout.. I praying for the worker to got the wisdom to repair the power cable so all biz will not be affected ;)
I sign off and relax and chill tomorrow back to part time job hunt again :)
if u in Ipoh and know any Part time job near Sri Maju bus stop , feel free to email me kennethcyc@hotmail.com
I shone with Jesus @ | 3:05 PM
04 April 2013
This easter is an awesome day for me. everything gone smooth, and see one of my beloved brother in Christ came back to know God.
which is good news but sadly he now MIA again. I keep in him prayer that he see the point why he chose to return yet now mia?
oh God sent ur holy spirit and guide him now : )
I left 12 days to be in Singapore. after that I not sure where am I heading. but for now I not worry to plan. because I must had faith that God will made the way for me to get into Poly before my deadline on earth
here a short easter anime done by Hope Church Singapore@2013 copyright
Hi Reader ,
i not sure how many people still read about my life since i didn't post for awhile.
but God is good for me, even in the weaker moment of my life.
e.g
I getting Moody at this time.
Why because of my Mom, she can't sleep due to Money Problem come and made it into my problem.
Sometime i really felt like just go and End my LIFE and See Jesus early.
but i knew that not the right thing to do.
because if i do that i won't end up with Jesus but i will go TO HELL.
My mom problem didn't been solve even with the help of her church. her monthly pay is not enough to clear all her Personal Loan. and other cost.
sometime i thinking is it wise for her to seek help from her church if she didn't be wise with her money in the first place.
For the past 2 month once she got the aid fund but she didn't right away to pay those thing which the fund should go to.
I really pray for my mom, and cry own my own timing for her but she just don't understand that what she been doing at home ,
its kinda giving me stress as the oldest son of the family. during my one year with UOB.
I almost everyday was stress from home and abit from work during the early stage. but even when i overcome my work stress, the family problem is still there to hunt me down. i can't take it after about a year with work. so i quit and now slacking my life off till can get into Poly again .
but i knew deep in my heart if i don't heal fast i can't fight for my poly for the grade or the fee both.
as when i moody , i don't felt like doing anything to earn money.
I sometime get project from company or do massage for some people to earn some cash. since i can't relay on my mom for pocket money. i had alot of thing to pay own my own too.
Thing like
Bill
Credit card
Daily allowance
I really hope that God can sent someone to help my mom, and i able to seek someone to help myself too. i still young at my 20s, which i not well funded on my own. i knew that the true why my life is like this because of my dad is not my real dad. which i found out 2 year ago. But even when he didn't do his best as a dad. i knew he do care for the family on his own world. when i moody i really can't stop myself to find him to start a fight. which i knew its not a right thing to do . i knew i am weak in my emotion, No matter what i just pray for my family to get better and pray for my mom to be wise in her money. the only peace i can find its in Church. and outside which i think not the right thing about it . the real peace came from deep down from the heart which God can touch and rewnewel my spirit. no matter how much i can be anger and emotion about. i knew i love my mom ALOT no matter how noisy and pissing she can be.
I just pray that she see the picture soon. before its too late to made anything changing
I shone with Jesus @ | 4:23 AM
31 January 2013
*.* about my Life in 2013 *.*
Hi friends,
Been a while since my last post at my personnal blog.
lately been very sick, due to food poisoning was unsure what the cause since i had only porridge and noodle lately.
alway felt like throwing out.
maybe its due to the stress from family. as mom own other people money, which i had no idea how did it came to this.
personnally i felt sad for her but yet anger. but what can i do, she is my mom i had to love her as she is :)
as his son, i only can encourage her and be with her at this point of time, i pray that upcoming
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:29 AM
27 December 2011
*.* been a long time i use blogger *.*
Dear friends, its been a while. i make a post here, i had alot of happening during my last post to now.
I had been to penang, Kuching , Taiping and lastly ipoh...
been doing mission support and self learning during my trip around malaysia.
Learn a bit more about christ. and more about daily life to apply to what i need to do and don't. I am still not perfect being but still i will learn and humble myself to Grown. in Christ's Grace everything can be forgiven. Christ born to die for You.
I will keep live my life as Salt and light for the world to follow and live.
So hope to see you all next time.
I shone with Jesus @ | 8:31 PM
04 April 2011
welcome back to my blog,
had been doing a lot of thing those day . should making up my mind to move on for poly or should i start working, this whole afternoon. i not sure how much countless job, i had sent out my apply.
I only can say pray to God and ask him for guide . if God want me to work, i sure that i will make that chose in wisdom. because i know God will bless and guide me all the way and be with me :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:58 AM
21 February 2011
*.* Life back to Ipoh again, till last 3 week. before returing to singapore. *.*
welcome back again fan,
Hope you had a great Chinese New Year this year and had collected alot of ang bao.
so i like to share about my life again...
this i went back to singapore during cny, for applying to Poly through JPAE to poly listed below and course:
My application under the JOINT POLYTECHNIC ADMISSIONS EXERCISE (JPAE) – ITE on Friday, 11 Feb 2011 11:01 AM.
Your choices are:
Choice 1: [3 Yrs] TP - Moving Images
Choice 2: [3 Yrs] TP - Game & Entertainment Technology
Choice 3: [3 Yrs] SP - Digital Media
Choice 4: [3 Yrs] SP - Visual Effects and Motion Graphics
Choice 5: [3 Yrs] NP - Multimedia & Animation
so friend if u are in the same chose as me , hope to see u in class and be friends. :)
and if can share my passion about video editing and also as photographer.
after making the chose, and i also visit bintan for hoilday with joseph and his 2 student under mr Fong school. during this trip i enjoy alot with them. and also enjoy the food made by joseph and 黄富强.
and i leave singapore on 12 feb 2011 right after dinner fellowship with welcome intro to the new DIans which move on from youth. and thank God that daniel tan is back to join us. and what more. i and my sheep which is james, we had a chat about him. regarding how to bring him back to join us. but God plan is way better than what we had planned. and our prayer had move.. :)
so i had safe trip back to ipoh and start work on the following day. but i catch up with flu on 2 day after work. which on last tue, after my work mate, is sick also on the monday till now. as i hear once he sick he can take mc up to 2 week. so i am like so shock about its , but i will keep him in prayer for healing soon.
and also other of my workmate is sick since last night also after encounted near me while my flu still not fully heal, as i hear from other stuff say that she got fever after work. so she on mc too.
many people is sick in ipoh but may God heal all of us. :) only true God will do healing and thing which can't be told by us :)
that all for now, i gues... so i hope to hear from you all again..
for whoever is reading :) May God bless you and hope my post will speak to you. :) as i written base on what i felt :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 3:36 AM
12 January 2011
*.* Hope Church Singapore 15th Anniv *.*
This bring back alot of memory of when i start to believe in Jesus even i did't believe and repent during this event. but accepted jesus on christmas day, and give my best after the next day. and following week of that, i get holy spirit bip. Praise the lord for me to remember all those :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 4:17 PM
06 January 2011
*.* Life in ipoh was never greater than Singapore. *.*
Hi fan, welcome back to my blog again since about 2 month from my last post.
for the 2 month i gone through alot of program and learn alot of thing from Hope Ipoh Leader and member.
event which i had gone through:
15th MNC
Christmas Party
Working@Tesco as ESS(Electrical Sales Specialist)
Chruch Service@Outdoor near the river and green viewing
Church Service@Hope Place but informal
New Hope Kuching Brother joining Hope Ipoh, (New Believer during MNC came to know God)
Those are just few event happen in my life since this day i write its down.
I am looking forward for more to come... I hear that there is a New Believe in my own Units in Singapore. and the brother who bring this brother kay ann to come and know God is not other than Vincent Quck. Vincent Quck had gone away from singapore for 6month mission trip with his uncle. After his return, i strongly believe that he will be the Salt and light in the Units and make an impact to the people around him. ;)
As for myself, my life in ipoh as very normal and sometime is boring but still looking forward for each new day. not because its nearer to return to singapore but the main reason is here i can look up high into the sky to keep praying and seeking God word in peace. God had spoken to me about many area of my life need to improve and also the way i am leading LG as an Leader need to change. The reason of alway Delay the LG and alway ENDED Late its also because of the way of doing thing is not flex... so i hope if i got a chance to lead again, i will do better next time.
but Thank God in the meantime, how i see its clear because i am leading Games last night, but i felt that even we last the game for 30min but the people enjoy and we start LG late. still i knew that, its difference from other day which i am not leading, after feedback and listen.
I had learn to do thing fast and quick and RIGHT matter...
if we start LG late then game cut short into 1 game if u play for 2 game.
Praise and worship - less than 20min.
Sharing Life around 10min
Teaching/sharing about God Word - 15 - 30 min, depend of your teaching, but no matter what ... most important is give thank to God every LG when ended by prayer ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:26 PM
26 November 2010
*.* my next trip begain on next friday. *.*
Next friday , i will be traveling to Penang for MNC. i saw pastor jeff also going for this event so i was hoping to learn from and see more during this trip again ... :)
God Really bless me alot during my last trip many photo about its can be found in my facebook profile
so i hope u guys enjoy this video and look forward for me unless u going too :) then i see u there.. :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 1:50 AM
24 November 2010
*.* Love Storey - Hope Church (Singapore)'s Christmas 2010 Production *.*
This is a video from my church production for this year chrismas. if u interested to join me, also a encouragement for to return back to singapore just for you.
so if u interested do tell me throught facebook. my profile is Kennethcyc Hope u will have the most blessed Chrismas with us :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 6:11 AM
17 November 2010
*.* 2nd day back in singapore. *.*
Hi Fan,
I just came back to singapore for 2nd day...
today i did't had any plan at all. so i stay at home and went out in the late afternoon to use my laptop with internet at Fajar Mac. chatting with friend, and doing some thinking about what i had learn during my trip in ipoh :)
I really enjoy my trip in ipoh and learn alot of thing. i lazy to share it here so if u know me can ask me, must come ask me :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:43 PM
15 November 2010
*.* Day 15: Days which I returning to Singapore for few event in Mind *.*
Today, morning I try to buy train ticket to return back to Singapore. And been a while I wanted to take train back home. But sad news was there is no ticket for me till Thursday. So I walk from KTM to Grassland Bus Company see if I can find other way back to Singapore by bus. Thank God that after an 45min walk toward Bus Company, I manage to check the price of 2 company but one is too exp which I can’t really pay as I left around 69RM with me. But praise the Lord whose was with me. Got price of 65RM and its Night Bus back to Singapore and not only that, I can get down the bus at woodland checkpoint so don’t need to go till Golden mille which is so not near my house.
God were very good to me during this trip. Being Bless a lot and being encourage too. My God is the real Thing in my life, and I believe he will be too in your life. :)
Just have to invite him and accept the Gift which God want to give to you.
I shone with Jesus @ | 8:49 PM
*.* The Power of TeamWork! *.*
We can make a difference if we put our heart into it, and work as team without putting Anything in our heart to stop us. This prove that Donald and his team mange to win an ipad for someone importian to us.
Winner of SCAPE Halloween Photo Contest in Facebook
Praise the Lord for PolyDiNs work together to share to all our friends, and asked them to vote. there even got friend from fellow Hope Church come in and support us.
Lets this day be reminded us about God's Kingdom, as we work together and move together and make a impact to the world :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:09 PM
13 November 2010
*.* Day 13 and 14: Life as normal, nth much to do. *.*
Today and yesterday nothing much to do, so I just stay at home. But yesterday I met up with a friend from ipoh, and he bring me around in his car for dinner and supper. We see a lot of funny people around the street at night. It’s so scary. I thought I saw a lady but it’s a man in dress. OMG, yes u know what I saw. So don’t need to bring back my memory haha
But that happen yesterday. As for today, I stay home whole day and wash my cloth and also during dinner we eat out with leader’s parent again. Very full as order a lot of food outside. ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:05 PM
12 November 2010
*.* This post its for my friends who open an blogspot. *.*
If u are interested in Cloth from oversea why not try visit this blog by my friend Kwang Sheng or join the Facebook Profile for more update.
The blog shop pricing is not final yet for now. so pls visit its in few day time or by next Friday. :)
If u want more deco, can tell me then i ask for you. unless you know him personally maybe he will give u deco.
I shone with Jesus @ | 4:10 PM
11 November 2010
*.* Day 12: Day of Prayer and seeking God for answer after I set my goal early today. *.*
I been staying at home today, didn’t go out to anyway as not sure if the sky is clear as its dark and it’s like want to rain but not raining. Was at home playing Maple Story and just make my new char Dual blade, my nick is kennethcyc6. So if u want to add me feel free to add me. As my lvl is 51, due to the system event. I don’t need to retain a new char but can have one start with lvl 50 now. As any of my char is above lvl 60. :)
At night time, went to Chee Lim‘s parent place for dinner as normal as other day. Then come back for Prayer Meeting.
God really want to remind me about his spirit was beside me and want to help me out with my problem and worry. So I keep praying today and worship him and seek him.
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:32 PM
*.* Day 11/12: Day of God direct guide. *.*
Yesterday, I am just hanging around at home. And been thinking should I return to Singapore or stay here and start working near my place. I had quit the idea to work at Ipoh Parade as the reason was there is no way I can travel back from work with public bus. If taken cab will be unwise and God want us to be wise with our money, don’t you agree with me people?
During my afternoon time after I get my lunch when I am eating and I finish the food. I am thinking and praying to God and ask for direct guide for me if I should be working here or go back to Singapore for 2 week which till end of the month. Then I will return to Ipoh and get a job but only start after the MNC at Penang during early Dec. I had few job in mind which are near Chee Lim place which also where I am staying now.
As for Today, I will check out those jobs later. And ask about it, I will pray before I went out later. But now I am planning my 4 to 6 month, to see what I need to be done and get ready for polytechnic and the money needed. After planning, I give it all up to God to make its work by faith and prayer daily. God will make its happen.
Now stat down, my plan which i hope it will happen in my prayer.
Those things are:
• I pray I get into Poly, smoothly without any worry
• Saving for Polytechnic for next year.
• Finding a temp job in Ipoh near Jalan Pengkalan Barat 38
• Keep praying daily and walk with God deeper and seek him for peace
• When get into poly, May God be with me and use me to shine as the prophecy had say during Bible Conference
o I may be young in everything I am doing, every step and problem come, its help me to grow more like Jesus.
• Pray for me to be more wise which I been asking it for a lot of time already, God may your timing be now
God, I pray all this in Jesus Name and be shine in every area of blessing and I give my life upon you to bless and to lead, so I can be success. As what you want us to be.
Thank God and AMAN!
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:18 AM
08 November 2010
*.* Day 10: What a resting day for me with God blessing too :) *.*
Today whole day, I am resting at home. Wake up around 10am and drink hot coco in the morning. Till 1pm then eat my lunch. Chee lim’s daughter, keep pee and shit everywhere without warning. So poor Jessie had hard time taking care of her, she also loves to jump and run around the place and the table which I am sitting on as I set my laptop there.
Today, God bless me with free lunch again and I just spend on my dinner. Now I got limited cash left. And still can’t find any job near my place. But I returning to Singapore on next Friday going back for Leanne wedding and catch up with some of my sheep and people. Will be back to Ipoh on early dec, and straight on first sat till tue in dec. I am going for MNC which at Penang which I will learn more and fill up even more with God’s blessing and spirit felt in. and apply into my life.
I am looking forward, and I knew that God was with me and God want me to listen to him with my spirit and lets it’s all out through Christ, I need keep praying for wisdom and his word upon me to speak to his people and not lets my heart take over me.
And forgot to say this. This morning spoke to baobei, he share he still got 2 more year in school then go NS, I just say I going poly so when he Is in ns I am working :P hahahaha
i added the photo from facebook into the post title if u want to see what i been doing for past 3day.
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:57 PM
*.* Day 9: on my way back to ipoh on this day after Hope KL Bible Conference *.*
on the 9th day, 7th nov 2010
I really want to sing a praise of song, and give thanks to God in everything which he had thrown to me for the past 3day. His spirit and word keep pour out to me as encouragement to me.
I believe the Lord is with you as just he is with me, he want to encourage you that he every time and day was just beside you. And waiting for you to speak in faith and don’t stop yourselves but spoke and write it down for 1min without thinking, just base on your holy spirit and write it’s all out. You will be amaze if you do it right.
God really give me a lot of anothing for the past 3 day; keep reminded me about the sign when I first chose to be Leader for DI2. Now God just remind me the word again. I am a new Leader without knowing a lot of thing, but God’s Grace will be with me and use me to lead his people, just like joseph life was sent to the land which he don’t know about and he knew God was with him. Helped him in his dream reading. And shown his way and help him to save his family and be with his family again. ;)
I now strongly believe in God will help me to lead the group better than and as long as I am with him. I surely will be use and bless to its people. Yesterday, after the bible conference. We on our way back to Ipoh, with brother Keen Hong and Ernest with me, go through the old road and not from the express way to Ipoh from PJ – KL. Then we stopped at Kampar for dinner and be on our way back to Ipoh and reach at 9pm since we started the trip at 5pm. The road is longer due to taking the old road if we take express road will be faster. As from there will only take around less than 3 hours.
So once we reach home. After sent Ernest back home, I and Keen Hong back home too. Before we reach home (this is Chee Lim’s Place). We stop at some road stall and he gets his breakfast for tomorrow. Once we reach home. We had a quick wash up and I went to bed first. As too tired after a long day, and long day of travel too.
Thank God again for him to be with us. so we reach back ipoh safely.
*.* Day 8: What a very bless in God shower of Word and Tired day. Part 2 *.*
Today is other day, I enjoy and felt so bless by God word and shower of his spirit that renew me. My hardness of worship heart had just been reactive and I learn there is more way of worship than just voice. Will share more if I got a chance with your personal time with me.
Was too tired last night so didn’t post everything out so the part 2, I felt so youth when the conference, just one song called I Counting on God but just this song. We can jump and praise God with Joy and shout out to him with all our might, not only the student can be high but also Adult too don’t u agree with me. AMAN! I can’t stop praising God with all my heart.
After the conference, I and some brother from Hope KL and Ipoh went out to Mid Valley Mall and for the PC fair which is inside of it. We walk for 3hour before we went for Dinner and Home. Before that was thinking after the shopping will went for basketball with some of the student too. but we are all too tired after the window shopping, maybe Age had catch up with us. Ha Ha
Went I reach home. I quickly take a shower and went to bed before 12am. I am too tired for the day. And need to work up for Sunday service cum bible conference in the morning start at 10am but wake up in 9am for breakfast.
So I really like to thank God for few things:
• For his Spiritual flow
• For his Word and e.g. of how to worship God in full in many way
• For his encouragement and his wisdom
• For his anothing and assure
I really want to praise the Lord with all those above thing I say and be bless by him. THANK YOU LORD
*.* Day 8: What a very bless in God shower of Word and Tired day. Part 1 *.*
Today was a tireding day, i like to thank God for today and praise his name. he keep remind me about why am i serving and should put more faith in him. i will update more tomorrow as now i really need to shut down.
so Good Nite people and hear from me soon.
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:26 PM
*.* Day 7: i had travel with Hope ipoh member to PJ near KL for Bible Conference *.*
Today I am now at PJ…. This is near KL for the Hope KL (central) Bible Conference, which Hope movement from central of Malaysia come together and learn from this person name Dr Ron
I really want to thank God for this day of reminder and his word for me and confirming and be anothing about me being a leader. As today after first BC session, I am reminded about God word for me and how to worship him deeper than just word from song. But use the spirit to sing and use your soul to cry out to God. This is the deeper way to reach out to God and worship him. Other than our own voice and song. But use the power of the Holy Spirit and sing in a new song. On the 2nd session after dinner start at 7pm. I will say that God really impact me again and deeply remind me about my walk with God and about how I sing with worship. The speaker teach us other way of singing by using the bible verse which mean use direct speak from the bible which is written and from God.
I really thankful in God for his reminded for the day. And I am looking forward for tomorrow and on Sunday pouring down to me and all the people came to seek you oh God.
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:35 AM
04 November 2010
*.* Day 6 in Ipoh *.*
Today I got a job call from ytd which I left my number after I ask for the job opening, but the problem here I can’t accept due to Traveling as it’s not safe in Malaysia even for guy to cycling around the area without a car or bike, since I don’t learn those so hard for me to find job not near me.
So I reject for now and keep praying if God will have a better job for me. Right after the call around 2.30pm, I went out with Jessie to visit one of the member’s mothers in the hospital. After the visit we reach back home. And after a while the rest of the core team from Hope Ipoh came over and we went over to Brother Chee Lim’s Parent place for dinner again as always.
After the dinner we went back home and hold the weekly prayer meeting. This is the first time I join their prayer meeting and make myself belong to the church and play a part as a member.
We truly pray for the upcoming event like BC and MNC or even Christmas which is next month :) pray for God’s to shine and give us idea how we going to celebrate with the limited member we got during that time. I thank God for everything today and in his Glory name Aman!
After prayer meeting, Brother Keen Hong & Ernest and myself went down to church and I had a look for deco item which already got when them buy in the past. And we also bring those portable bed out of the church so we can use it tomorrow when we at KL for BC. After this we went to supper and Brother Ernest Treat us.
And now I am backing home and write this blog as always. And going to bath then do my QT. so thank for visiting my blog again. So hope to see u tomorrow or 3day time. As not sure if I got internet to use while I am at KL.
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:31 PM
*.* Day 5 in Ipoh *.*
Hi Fan, Welcome back to my blog again…
Today in the afternoon, just stay at home and slack till 4pm then went out to this shopping mall called Ipoh Parade for 1hours while waiting for Keen Hong to pick me up for other Adult Care Group at some Park
Then follow by go to some Restaurant in Ipoh near Parade Mall, we had a great time together over the dinner table and spend 155RM over 4 dish and the interesting part was those:
• Some of the brother in the group, keep dropping their wallet or even key
• One of the Sister also drop their Key
Above is the sign which God want to remind us through the spirit, then one of the sister say since so many drop thing to play safe let’s check our stuff before we leave the table,
Then this part is the Miracles sign which God had shown!!
• Brother Keen Hong walk out of the Restaurant
o He found out that he lost his car key?
He Run back to Restaurant and look for the key which the table we had sat on. Then I went in and check on him, since he hasn’t found the key. We went out of the Restaurant and with worry in our head, then other brother came and say that his key were still in his car, then we faster rush like a wind over to the car. And Thank God the key and the CAR still there.
If u don’t get its why it was a Miracles, because in Ipoh or in Malaysia this type of careless mistake will cause you big time, which mean your Car for sure will get steal away… but Thank God for the 2hours of dinner at the restaurant, the Car still stay there and no one had open the door and drive away…
My passport is in the car too if God don’t bless us and look after us. My thing and his Car will be gone and will be a lot of trouble for me and he will be heartbroken!!
So I really want to Thank God for this blessing and guide us.
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:11 AM
02 November 2010
*.* Day 4 in Ipoh *.*
Today I am feeling better than Ytd. I went out to explore the other area of which I am staying now after doing so I went to cut my hair.
After that I went back to home (Brother CheeLim’s place) and take a small break till 6pm. Then went over to his parent’s place again for dinner. Thank God for the past 2 day dinner is FOC, so I can save up and use it on other thing too ;) after the dinner, we went back home so I and Jessie can go out for Care Group. I felt very funny as the group don’t speak Chinese or English as a Main language used. But them still use Chinese to tell me if I don’t understand in their word.
I really depend on God and lets the Spirit spoke through the brother and into my ear to know what he saying from heart. I never felt so tested in my whole 4 yr serving Christ! This is not those type of faith which u test to see something happen, but a test of faith which see if u still listen, when u don’t understand what others are saying. I enjoy the small Group and looking forward for tomorrow one too. As I am not click to any of the group to serve yet but to be there learn from it and see how the group work and flow. ;) God really remind me a lot of thing which I just started as CL in a year ago. Those feeling and the presence I had with God. I will remember this feeling and bring back to DI and pour down to them.
Now I am very tired after a whole day. But later I still need to do my daily QT after a quick shower. So stay tune till tomorrow again friend ;) thank for visiting my blog.
Today nothing much happen, in the afternoon i went out to had lunch and also went out for job hunt. i find some job. but those may not be good for me due to timing and also type of job. mostly are in Sale line, but in the afternoon i also not feeling well after cycling from where i stay to tesco and back again.
I really felt headache and flu all over my body. but felt better after Jessie made a drink tea which i don't know the name. and been fine for a while but still got headache. then dinner over at Chee Lim's parent place. Thank God for him for few dinner those. which help me to hold on for me to stay here without cash worry or short of cash for now.
but meanwhile i am waiting for more cash flow in to my account from my mom. still waiting for my renter to pay her renting off one of my room.
Really Thank God for this day. and hope tomorrow will be better.
Matthew 6:34 (New International Version)
34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
God will give you what you needed so just ask him and pray for it :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 11:40 PM
*.* Day 2 in Ipoh *.*
Day 2:
Welcome to my blog again,
Today is my 2nd day in Ipoh, and my job hunt is still on the go. I am praying for a job which is Flex, most importation the language use are English or Chinese. As my Malay had not mastered it at all or not even started.
Tomorrow I will be going for cycling tour myself so I can know the area well and also find job if possible. But most importation not to slack too much at home, but go out and do something. For now, I am not in any Care group in Ipoh so I just join any group which I can go or the member can drive me. The student group will not had CG this week, that why I not joining any of the group. I am joining the adult Group depend of which one got people are free and able to pick me up and send me back to Brother Chee Lim place.
My Life here still can go on, since in my blood I am Malaysian so nothing is unable to stop me from living here without my parent and my friends. Even so I do miss my sheep and worry about them. Since them now without a shepherd now. But I believe in God in other hand, that he will lead and bless my sheep greatly if they walk with God by faith and not by men.
I don’t think I will be having anyone to take care of me as in a shepherd here. But I know one way I can learn and still grow. Is download sermon from our own local church in Singapore from Ipod and do my QT as often as I can and keep on doing case study on myself and people around me. To learn from them and apply those which is good for me and for my life in everywhere and time
Worshipping and praise the lord every night before I gone to bed, and set my QT before my bed and when wake up in the morning
I thank you again for visiting my blog and hope to hear from you too. Kindly leave ur comment if u think I need to improve my spelling and other stuff. Pls kindly speak with love and not by bad comment
Since my first day, i had reach ipoh. I just get myself ready for whatever thing i had planned to do and learn from the Leader here and grow deeper in my R/s with God. and walk with him by Faith and not by seeing.
from start to belong in Hope Ipoh its not about coming over here for mission but make myself part of the local Church. or be the member here and Lets God Guide me and the Holy Spirit be with me to lead me to overcome problem and thing which i need to Overcome. :)
Today is Sunday, I start my day with prayer for the service and also for fellowship later. will get to know the student and member here. so i can click with them, and support the leader here as i am doing in singapore.
get to meet up with friend which i met last trip to Hope Ipoh.
When i am typing this , i am getting ready for breakfast and fellowship start now. :)
Brother Keen Hong, is the last to wake up. now all of us get ready to wash up and be ready for service
So stay tune tomorrow :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 8:08 AM
28 October 2010
*.* my Last day in Singapore in 2010 *.*
Lately i can't really sleep well, as due looking forward for my short term mission at Hope Ipoh. i going over for 3month starting tomorrow. had planned my trip to ipoh and what am i going to be doing when i am there...
little daft of my plan is
Support the leader / Church movement in Hope Ipoh
Find a pt job to earn my living while i am there
Rebuilding of my life from start afresh
Don't get stresss with family problem
Stress out with thing for my sheep
Those are a small thing i need to overcome and work on while walking with God even more deeper and become even more stronger than before. Stay strong and walk with God with all my mind, soul and strength.
as the Lord Love us as who we are. ;)
So lets Give it all back to him and Give our best to do his work. as his kingdom in Heaven will be as in On earth fillful the commenttie he called us to be.
When i am listening to my playlist, i hear this sound remind me about God's Presence, which we should be lookng forward everyday as we will never knew when will he be back on Earth for us. :)
Today is other day , i came in Mac whole night. to download some movie into my com. u can download its as its free and also nice movie better than those u find online. :)
but not all the movie is up to date yet. but u may find movie which u long for to watch since old time as memory of urs.
what i doing those day ? u may be thinking or want to ask me...
Lastly i am planning and comfirming my trip and mission i need to do when i am At Hope Ipoh, i will be still serving in Student ministry when i am there to support Keen hong or which is one of the two students Group leader. or maybe other leader which i not sure his name. but no matter which leader or person i am serving to support. God is the main person who is Leading the group. So keep all my doing in God plan. as his will in heaven can be done as in on Earth . :)
All had to do is Believe in his plan. its take my hear to give its all to God and give its all up to God to make the plan to be real. ;)
Its about your life of how WILLING, u going to give its up to God and change ur way of doing wrong. when u know what is wrong or right. :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:43 AM
18 October 2010
Hi my friends,
How life for you?
How did u live in your family or school?
How had you been?
What are u doing those day ?
Those are the word we normally ask when we want to catch up with our friend online or in school. so when did the last time , u asked someone who u care alot ot catch up ?
For me, i left about 11 days in singapore, then i will be heading to Ipoh and stay over at a Church leader's place For the next 3month. while i am there i will be doing support roles to help the leader with all i can ... :)
but when i am there, i am planning to go to those event too
For the event
Q4 Bible Conference
Date: 5th-7th November 2010
Venue: Petaling Jaya, Selangor
Entrance Fee: FOC
To Register, please contact Jessie or Vern.
Malaysian National Convention (MNC) 2010
Date: 4 -7th December 2010
Venue: KOMTAR Dome, Penang
Normal Reg: 1st Oct - 14th Nov 2010
Above those are just part of my plan which i am going to do when i reach there. i won't be staying in Ipoh only will be moving around like u saw on the above event. :) will be visiting Selangor and also Penang. My birthday and Christmas will be celebrating with Hope Ipoh Family. Not like every Year, I celebrate its with DI family for the past 3yrs :) how much the Group had Grow and fall and try to Keep on moving... God never Fail to impress me with his Power... :)
I love the Lord to use DI to impact the ITE Ministry which other church don't Focus on the school itself. I will Keep DI in Prayer... which God will change the people mindset and move their heart to Serve even more greater than what we are doing now... ;)
Praise the Lord in Adv.. As his will be done in Earth as was in Heaven. In all this i pray in Jesus NAME!
AMAN!!
I shone with Jesus @ | 6:36 AM
16 October 2010
Hi Guys, i back again on my blog.
Today is my 3rd day i staying over at Fajar Mac till morning. just can't sleep as my time in singapore is getting limited to stay as my last post i had say so. i going back to malaysia and serve at Hope Ipoh to support my fellow church which relate to Hope Singapore in singapore just in case u not sure where isit since its stated "SG" haha.
I was here watching video at mac or even chat with long lost friend in msn and facebook. and also play maple here as i alway did ;) my house internet is cut due to Starhub change their billing Systerm, i sure that many of you who using starhub knew about it by now.
i did't pay my outstanding bill on my moblie as i own 2 yr ago. so now i did't pay that i can't re-use my internet even i already paided the bill. so i need to clear my moblie bill too. but i only plan to do so. when i return from Malaysia. because when i am away there won't be much ppl using my internet other than my 2nd brother Keith. but he will be in school most of the time too, he is studying at NP in Engre-Computer relate course. he did well in his first term get GPA 3.7__. Thank God for bless him even he did't know God yet ;)
Today is Service day again... but today is very difference from other service which we had for past 2month... :) the reason is 3 of our own brother/sister is going on stage and share their life about how much God had move them and encourgae us why we are moving with God. and worship him with loud sound. :)
i can't wait for service but i hope someone will share the joy with me. so i am going to invite few friend last min but hope them will be coming to join me ;)
Keep them in Prayer and God will do the rest.. I put my faith in God's IF them is God's timing which them is here to join me. :)
Hi fan of mine. thank for coming back to view my post here...
Life as normal. same as always... slacking my life off waiting for poly. while waiting for poly, i been playing maple like most of the time. but lately my Internet is down but its don't stop me from playing. i gone to the nearby Mac to play maple or use Internet to check my email or play facebook as normal.
Singapore is so great as Internet can be found mostly everywhere.... and its don't cost u . ;) maybe just get some food and drink while u are at there. ;)
but if u always there its like so funny. one tips is alway move around. haha gone one mac to other mac in the area or other place in singapore. hahaha other news update of mine life. end of this month oct, i am heading off to Ipoh and staying there for 3month or more. i will be serving at my home church in Singapore. but its will be at ipoh, we call its Hope Ipoh. in singapore church we called its Hope Singapore church. or term is Hope church. ;) our church is a movement church. which we reach out to all of the ppl out there. and also teach the way as Jesus do so in the bible. ;) as people know that Jesus teach 12 ppl while he started his ministry to serve when God(his father) called him to do his great work. as many of us know the facts of Jesus but may not believe in him. but i tell u the true my friends. its not about believing or not. but its about trusting. and u will see it for urself ;)
I love God because he change my life alot, but still i got my own weakness. but yet he still care and love me and use me as he planned ;) God want to use u too. but its about ur own chose to make that move to lets him use you. ;)
That why i am serving at Hope Ipoh when i get there to support the leader there , and hope can serve in the student ministry to support the younger leader there. i may not be good in leading in Singapore, still i won't give up. i sure that God will use me even more. and slowly i will change from what i am weak in. in the way of speaking , express out what i want to say or even thing i done or do. ;)
I will miss my Sheep which is James, Paul, Shaun, John, and lastly Zhen De and Denon(which both of them not in church anymore. but still praying for thier return). and don't forgot the new guy i taking care which is zach... ;) his life may not be perfect but still he need alot of trust from God as what he is now is really alot of testing and need alot of faith to overcome. ;)
last week on monday, I had gone to Marina barran with hongpeng and his 2 other friend to do a music video for GOGO SINGAPORE Cheer! which he plan the scrpit and i just do the acting and singapore :)
Here the video for you to watch to listen too :)
After the video shooting , i am like red loster... ;) but i am not so red after half a day. hahaha now its leave a burn mark which show my bright side of my body and some part is so dark again.
Now lets get back to my life. after that shooting , i hardly gone out with friend other than Lifegroup and service. what is Life Group maybe u will be thinking. last time my church used to call it Caregroup basie on the reason that this group should be caring and loving to each other. but now by doing that is not enought so next lvl /step is lets GO DO LIFE TOGETHER !! that why its called Lifegroup hahaha ;) its same as caregroup. learning from each other and care. but just add on value to do life together just like our body need each other to support. ;)
I will be leaving on 29 Oct 2010 this month , i will be back after Jan which is my Birthday Month. and i will be missing out Paul, Kirby and jingmei birthday! ;( but my gift and person won't be there but my soul will wish them happy birthday. Hope by then i return James already rise up to be LL(LifeLeader) HAHA i am thinking got this word ma? as we used to call them CL (Careleader) just because the group is called caregroup. ;) so now its Life Group so its call LL (as in LifeLeader) hahaha... :) i felt interesting in this topic... :) but no matter which its called its still God Powerful Leader to bring people to serve him with Strong Vision and do Life to fulfill God's Purpose, I love God Deeper in my Heart. to do my best to serve him to the end of the Earth.
Few day ago, i look back with all the photo i had in my laptop. those memory i had in DI, as DIAN... from the first yr i am in DI to the current time... :) how much i had change and grow from there... is really people can see from themselve ;)
The time had come that which the leader who needed to lead DI is all new leader. and the oldest leader will be doing the training and guiding to lead them and give them point of vision of what to do NEXT! Leadership camp had just over. but i did't go for this time round. and its also remind me about how many time had i gone to leadership camp. since last yr i went. is my 2nd time till now. but this yr i did't go due to i step down and also going over to HopeIpoh to serve there. but what the reason for me to leave Singapore? that easy to answer right?
due to i am Malaysian, i am not schooling or working in singapore, so i am on hold with visitor pass.... and its only limited me to stay in Singapore for 60Days which mean 2month. ;) my time is up. but i can go back for 2 week and come back again if i want too... but that show no meaning of life by doing that. so i had make up a chose to live and challenge my self out of my safe house with my parent and go out to a place which my family is not around me. but spiritual Parent and brother/sister will be. ;) which is Hope brother and sister will be taking care of me as company me basie. i will be looking for part Time job in Ipoh, to earn my living there for 3month. and also save up for poly life if can... :) and arrange my life nicely away from Singapore life... which i am too carefree.... and too enjoyable... :)
I Need more Challenge in life to help me to grow even more... which i can depend on God more and not myself and people around me. :)
Thank for viewing my post and had a nice day for ur time here... God bless and thank God for you to come here and read my blog ;)
Life for me is very slacking due to haven't found a job for myself since i can't get into MDIS due to the Student pass can't be apply .
By next Tue, i am going back to malaysian but not sure where. as my mom still finding out for me. its will be a great exp to go back malaysia this time round. i knew God plan is Great in his way... :)
I sure God's plan for me is not going back malaysia as i still got thing, i haven't done yet. My Last Hope is my last interview on next monday, to be an IT stuff for some school. working hours i sure it will fit in for me :)
But i worry about my skill to set up computer and other thing :(
God give me str as i pray to you :)
I know my sheep will do well in thier life by walking the path which God had set for them. i sure will miss them. as everyone of them got their own point for me to remember them in.
Like James - blurness but do his best to support his leader or shepherd . Paul - Strong will to make thing happen. and his lateness haha. Shaun - Strong Faith but sometime he weaken it by losting his faith by not believe in himself which he can do his best to the full. John - He is a person who got Leadership skill but he want to take life easy :) God will encourage him and speak to him soon. Zhen de - Someone i really care for his life really affect me in my grow with God even more. he is the first sheep i care. Elson - someone had alot of Faith in the first place after some R/s problem he fall away which make me so sad.
I just share what is a good point which my sheep lets me remember of them, so what urs ?
I sure u care for someone with a reason.
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:37 PM
09 August 2010
*.* Enjoy a day of Bonding but Sad in a way ! *.*
Hi Peers again,
Welcome to my blog, This time i nth much to post but i like to share that i got a great time with my friend at HomeTeamNs chalet at West area. And bad news my beloved IPhone has lose it. i am not as sad as i think i will because i know that if God will's to make thing happen its will happen.
So why be sad and why not cheer up and look at the good side of its ;)
So to all my friend out there be Happy and No worry
I shone with Jesus @ | 4:53 PM
22 April 2010
*.* About my Life after Poly posting is out... *.*
Hi guys,
Since 1st April 2010, I been slacking and Thinking of what type of job should i find from now onward.
Since then i found out that i did't get into any poly...
There may got few offer but i fail to get it. and also other reason because i am malaysian holding visiter pass now ... for next 2 month if i don't found a job yet, i will need to say bye bye to singapore and head back to malaysian... Now i am currently leading DI 2, which Group to lead with. and there may be some ppl who are funny and cute and also out of the box thinking ...
but still God put us here to Lead and impact the ITE school. After next friday on 30 May 2010 onward... I will Lead a new Group. with some of the current member to impact the next level of DI Life... to our ITE Friends. I will focus more on CCK ITE, which is New ITE going to open by around June time.
May God do his Word so i can still support the Group and lead the people. for that long.
As if i really did't find a job soon... i can't stay in singapore for LONG!! ;)
Come help me if can....
May God bless in his Name... in Jesus Name AMAN!! :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 1:40 AM
14 March 2010
18 more days, To be known what is my path lie onward ;) 1st April 10. is the day of my poly posting is out.. ;)
5 more day to SEED CAMP. Was looking forward for the camp. Ytd day X2 meeting is so powerful that touch heart to look forward and forcs on the word of God..
and More ppl sign up for Camp. to do our best for God! ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 3:44 PM
11 March 2010
*.* Check here about the someone post my url in his blog too... *.*
21 more Days for my Poly posting >.<""""
Today i went out for my old Friends to the Zoo and take alot of Photo but sad News is ... all gone, so sian, take about 1K of photo but just gone to waste.
after that gone to Lot1 for dinner, and i had papper lunch express for Dinner... ;)
After i reach home... i go facebook check my friends list and i happen to find one group that is interesting.. ;)
Just found out about this url... that someone put my blog URL... in his own blog, he post something about 2 week ago i attach, the Stright Talk about About Homosexuality. which only CL and above will go on that day. as he relate my posting to the one that share by Rony Tan Vs Gay...
I don't know how i been pull into this... but i did't post something there that so spiritual sharing ;)
I believe Holy Spirit want to use me to the fullness ;) to Reach out to the lost Soul out there.
So i hope the world will come to be peace and friendly... even the actor whos acts as harry... do support youth Gay stuff. not because he Gay but because he feel that them should be left out... just like if Jesus is here. In front of u... he will not left u there and say "YOU ARE THE USELESS FOOL, U DON'T BELONG TO MY KINGDOM" but he will say, "COME FOLLOW ME"
Is the chose we made to Follow Jesus and not because we are told to do so only... ;)
Next i am looking forward for The Seed Camp. that is over the next weekend. Service will be at downtown East. so cool right! ;) I thank God that i can go to the camp again due to last min mange to find some cash ... as God blessd me in his name to guide me and my brother to go for Camp and Learn And change by him ;)
Did't know ppl will visit my blog about this topic. LOL..... >.<"
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:28 AM
08 March 2010
24 more day to Poly Posting for higher Nitec for Apirl intake.
Today is other day for me to serve God and lead his people. I wake up late around 3pm... and check my email and play some Game... and head out to MS for Shepherding and DMM...;)
But i am Late for Shepherding and delay the DMM due to it. as it was my fault since i am late for it.
XM is very sad after poly posting is out and she can't really get in.... and now she is stress about it. Hope God will be lighting up her soul to see the impt of serving God and the purpose of doing so Trust our God, My God is who is the one who save us and lead us upon his plan.
In other Hand, Paul get into RP, but he told me that he don't want to go in there and i ask what his plan. he told me go to NAPA. I hope he get in if that is what God plan for him. so i hope he will pray and seek God than just depend of his own will and not will that plan by God. :)
during DMM, i Felt very left out. but when i remember a word that was taught by Leader that lead me and talk to me before, we maybe not happy ppl around us happy . but most impt is we know we are doing the right thing and Do IT in THE right Way too..
Kenneth Jiayou to hold on of what u believe in With God plan that pour out to You!
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:57 PM
07 March 2010
25 More days to my Poly posting to be out... ;)
today is a boring day... i got nth to do , as i catch fever in the morning, now i am feeling better ... ;)
and was thinking should i go out with friend later ... ;)
Sunday life is boring for me as this is the day i Rest... stop thinking for my people and church stuff.. and take break from it . ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 6:49 PM
06 March 2010
now is 26 more day to my poly posting .... ;)
Each time i post i will just update the date count down.. so don't think why the date count down is wrong as i post late ;)
Now is Morning Sat , i wake up early to get ready to head out for Youth Svc with Yong Siang and James, But i hear a good News from Thomas that Kelvin from Tamp ITE is coming for Youth Svc with him. so i may go there to chat with him and encourage him. but not inviting him back to DI first because his faith have to be rebuild up again by Youth.
And Other Good News, is my good friends winnie offer me 2 job, one is as waiting for thai ... and other is as trainer for robtics training for Pri / Sec school Kids and the pay is good cost that is 12/13 dollor Per Hours for part time. its relate to IT and Eng.. ;)
Thank God for all the Good news have pours out to me today ;) God is good all the Time as we may not see it, but he Love us as much as his Real Son.
So Friend open ur eye and see the world through Jesus, As he is Love and perfect love.
Imperfect Human = Imperfect love Perfect God = Perfect LOVE
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:04 AM
04 March 2010
Count down 27 more day to my Poly posting ... :)
Today is other slacking day ... i am looking for temp job and also waiting for Caregroup to come by...
Shaun give me a call in the morning but i was sleep so did't reply. and look like today caregroup will have lesser ppl due to Exam.
but during Caregroup start Shaun is here, its been a while since i last saw him for caregroup or service. was joyful to see him to join us. even now is exam term, that we may choose to skip caregroup and svc because of it . But if we Trust God will make a way and help us when we work for him and serve him with our best. he will make a way for us... ;)
I also just remember that Yaomin is still working . so i ask him when there is job opening ask me tag along... as last time i used to work together with him and Jing Ting. Did't saw Jing Ting for awhile, hear from Yaomin that she got BF ?
But no matter as she have to learn that God is the good planner of our life. if she think that this guy , is what God plan for her than God will Bless but if God plan is not now for her than ... it will break off some day... ;) and that is life... ;)
Just Praise that she will open her Spiritual Eye for God and know what she is doing for her own life. ;)
Today , before 11pm i meet Hong siong for Shepherding there is no Teaching as i am late for the first time... ;)
He just rebuck me, of my char being too friendly to ppl i don't know haha...
Ya i agree something i am over-friendly... ;) but that is me... so hard to change as it was build up since pri school from shy boy to out-going man ;)
that All i want i want to share today, wait till next time tomorrow ;)
Today is 28 more day, that i will found out my posting for poly...
I hope i will get into TP, and God Bless me with a sum of money to gone through poly smoothly without worry about Food and other spending....
Today just gone to CL and above Talk. That is Straight talk about Homosexuality, i learn alot of thing about homosexuality about male homo that is as that the part one of the whole talk. tomorrow Wed is the 2nd part of the talk, it will talk about Female Homo.
Also learn something impt about God's love and his Grace, Homosexuality is not a Sin but the thing them do is it. like interactive like oral and anal sex. Is so guys and Female if you know ur friend who is homosexuality, pls do not out cast him/her but encourgae him or her to think why should't be it by reason with him/her and give them a chose to choose themselve. As God have give u a chose to have personnally R/s With him. and be Forgiven from God to you ;)
Today is the 5th day of CNY, up till now... i only get 4 ang bao as not in the mood of celebrate ;)
But have a great day today, Get my Thump Drive back from my classmate. as he did't come for class for awhile almost same as my case... but from what i see, both of us need encouragement to each other....
But i am getting more stress as only left than 1 week to finish up my 3 project.. hope there more time. but still the facts is can't hahaha so what i can do is do my best and lets God do the rest.
Now is already pass 6.30pm... i take 2 hour to write this as not sure what to write and i playing game at the same time...
Now only felt a little better. hope God send one friend whos i can share life and give me tips of life and listen to my problem and act with it... ;)
Next Month is PolyDiNs Camp (church's camp) , i am looking forward for it as i think it a good time and place for me to recall the word of God and be heal before my Poly life start again... ;)
Need to rebuilding my own soul before i can Rebuilding the whole DI team.. but them can't wait for me. so i have to heal when i walk with them too ... ;)
Ytd night... I kinda Sad, as Dians left me along to walk around. no ppl company after service... what more is CNY Service.... normally there is alot of program after the service. So we can stay up late till morning.... but this time round. the member focus on the New member. then left the old me along... haha
I do Miss the Old time when Ting Fang And Vincent is with us. when we can chill up like no other ppl biz...
When i am on the bus Ting Fang do call me up and ask me at where... maybe if i should call him up then i will not be along this CNY service... ;)
Later Got no program too.. as due to miscom with Ace. about the Polydins Trip for Movie Event and after Ang Bo River.... ;) so not much program then just stay at home and Read the bible and think about God's plan for my people in DI2 ....
I am still very worry about some Sheep's Life than my own problem in school. got 3 project in due date... but i still care my sheep first... What a Shepherd have to do is what the Shepherd Must do ;)
I care for my sheep and my shepherd alot . and all the ppl around me too... but i just don't like to show it out. ;) so i hope God will make thing happen when i walk with him... now and forever! ;)
We all sin agians God and our own life. that why still we need to learn to forgive before we even have to forgive other and ourselve.
*.* Great Day of Fellowship and Shopping Trips *.*
Today is other Great day that God have bless me and my family...
My mother's Church have bless her an ang bo with money of cos...
but neverless that u want to guess how much my mother get from the ang Bo bless by her church member. not sure the number of ppl have put in to the ang bo. but the sum is 1K in that Ang bo... WOW, when i hear it from my mom phone call to me in around 2pm time. during this time, i am already in JB at City SQ With Hong Siong, Ace and Some other Polydins member. i post the photo in facebook. feel free to see what we buy or where we have gone to shop ;)
and also what we have been eating for our Lunch and Dinner.
I spend around 140 sing dollar, about 300+ RM. I mange to buy:
3 T-shirts
3 Jean
1 shoes
3 box of Bubble Gum
2 bottle of chewing Gum and get 2 free Polo - Peppermint
3 Movie from Malaysian. and 1 CD also brought there. ;)
what a great shopping i have today with all the people that have join us...
But i still can't get one of the member Char, he/she is very Emo type small thing will Betty over thing that should be doing so. in other word is to childish. if not that he is not God's people and God's beloved child as i am. i will just give it all i have to scold him up Side Down!
but i still very forgiving. as i put it here to throw out and forget about it. that why blog is here for right guys? ;)
So i give thank to God again. and all this in Jesus NAME AMAN!!
Member of DI will Grow and walk upright and close with God.
I will get Rich so i can be a person to bless other...
Going For Mission Trip to learn and Grow..
Upgrad my phone... ;) E.g N95 or newer phone... :)
Get into a polytechnolorgy that will help me to Grow alot with my study and life.
DI break 75 Member with Strong Faith and Passion to Serve God!
Lastly Seek God's Plan for me... ;)
I have ask for all this wish and put it on the foots of my God's Jesus Christ! and i pray in his name... that i ask all the prayer will come truth and will rise to all the best of his plan. ;)
In all this i pray ! AMAN! ;)
So guys, some of the wish can happen by what we choose to put our heart to it. so lets see it happen :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 7:24 PM
01 February 2010
*.* PolyDINS Survey - February 2010 *.*
Hello members of PolyDINS!
If you are a member of Hope Church Singapore, PolyDINS congregation, this message is for you!
We are doing a short survey of 10 questions regarding the service programs, and we hope to improve the content to serve our attendees better. You may copy and paste the address link into your browser.
Here is the link: http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/CKG2PCP
Lastly i am thinking about my own caregroup Grow...
I am very worry due to ppl not committeed and I am praying for Caregroup to Grow by God's Grace is with us. People will forgot the past and learn from it, and just to grow from it. Life is the same with every single Soul out there.. but what make us Christian is difference because of God's Grace that willing to forgive each one of us.
Church Got Grace. but not ppl in the Church have. don't u agree.... it also mean that not all Christian is call christian in name. Real Christian should be applying the law of the LORD.
Christian are willing to listen to what other say, and not really need to give sugg to the world. but only if we really need to. Case By Case in other words.
God is there to cure our common life and give Life to its. Sometime we feel that, life is like Computer Programmed. but God came into our life to fill us with his blood of grace. to forgive us for our sin... ;)
in Book of Psalm 103, is talk about God's Love in us... so why don't u go read it urself and get to know what is the true Love, we should gain from ... ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 2:30 PM
10 January 2010
*.* Watch Movie With friend *.*
Today just went out with friend to watch movie " Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant" at The Cathay - The Grand Cathay. We watch 3.30pm show.
I strongly Sugg you guys go and watch it. and I will say The intro of the movie is very Cool Graphe... and the whole story will not make u sleep but will make u want to watch what coming next !! ;) After movie i gone home. and take my break to rest. and also think about this week what i am going to do with my sheep and what i going to do for my Sowing on my friend/Classmate. God have show Grace with me. as He show the way out of my Darkness. and light me back to the right track and change my char to be a better person even it have to give some time to really change to be a better person. ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 10:10 PM
30 December 2009
*.* Still not feeling any better *.*
Hi Guys, Welcome back to my blog again.
Today i just went to the airport this morning to sent this brother off. his name is Sager, and he from Nat po. He is heading back to study at his own home town.
2 More day is My 22th birthday. and it also New year DAY! so lets celebrate the joy of the New Year, and my birthday too if want. ;)
This sat, planning to go Just Acia. with my own friends, If u interested to join me why don't join me. detail in HERE.
or u can alway join me for my church service on this sat too . as pre-bliever service. at hope church singapore at Somerset area ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 1:26 PM
28 December 2009
*.* What in Store for NYE? *.*
Hi Guys, by right i not sure what is in store for Count down and also on my birthday on Friday or on sat?
But for now is only plan that is not confirm is, Going To East Coast Park to overnight and Enjoy the Fellowship with the Rest from ITE Units in my Church.
On this sat is other church Service. planning to have celebrate with my friends, that is Vincent and others whoe interested to join me. invite guest is BaoXian,Vincent and few others.
This year Celebrate feeling little low as no much of a shock as i know is my birthday. so will gt ppl to celebrate or not is not sure. But one thing is sure is all the birthday Wish in ADV by my friend in msn. :) Thank alot guys!
If any Presents, i will hope to get something encouraging gift. Like Card, T-shirts or anything that show you care about me. Sound like i am EMo right? haha maybe i do.
But i hope will got ppl help me plan my celebrate then i do the job ;) but anyway, this sat Hope my birthday dinner after service will be a good once as nth better than a good fellowship with my friend right! ;)
*.* last night is bad day for me, and today is better Day *.*
I got into a miss understanding with one of my Sheep,
And it kind of hurt me as he is very close to me, and support me. he is one of the movement to keep me going when i having problem with my member in the Caregroup or in own personnal life. This is not the only thing that hurt me, there is few other thing. I find out also discourage myself. but i know God is so good that he will be with me and there to guide me. I may not be a very good CareLeader as i am still Learning and changing from God's way and Anoting by him to light my way out of my deeper darkness in my heart.
God will make a way even if there since to be no way. As i know God's Love for us and he forgive us. so how about u? are u interested to come and find out more about this God ? if yes.
Why don't come and join me on this sat ? same time after service can Celebrate My birthday if u want to help me ;)
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:27 PM
16 December 2009
*.* This sat Event - Party! *.*
YawwWWwwnnn...
yet-another-common-&-boring-X'mas celebration?
NO...!!!
Join us for some adrenaline rush through the perfect blend of Arts and Music...
Energizing Dance!
New rendition of yearssss-old Carols!
And not forgetting a chance to meet new friends & receiving gifts in this special season.
A different kind of PARTY is coming your way!
Not wanting to miss out?
Grab an admission ticket from the person who invited you NOW!!
See you there!
Details as follows: Date: 19th December 2009 Time: 7pm - 9pm Venue: The Nexus Auditorium (Cuppage Plaza Level 5) Cost: FREE! Dresscode: Party
So do come and msg me again for this event and i give you the free hand band as u saw in the vidoe as prove that you are invited :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 1:56 PM
15 December 2009
*.* My day as Dog caretaker! *.*
Hi Guys, Welcome back to my blog again.
Today i like to share what i been doing since last friday till now. from 11 dec 09 to upcoming 19 Dec 09.
Since last friday, I was told by my ex-teacher from Life skill - Mr Damian whose need someone to take care of his doggy. For 1 weeks. so since then i everyday come to his place and just stack and play with the dog by throw the ball and take them for walk around the HDB area. And i will be get pay for $5 Per Hours. same time help him to do some house keeping if can. that why is $5. If not it will be $4.
And thank to him. I also got plan for next time when i start to work or still school@Poly. As he offer me a job to encored text/data into Table by using FileMaker Pro 10. and easy Table i make with the coded in. will pay me. Sound easy and Nice right?
That why i want to Thank God for his good word and for Mr Damian too.
On last Sat, We celebrate Yao Yao birthday in other name is Call YaoMin as all of us known. HA HA and the Cake is my design with Shaun idea. :) Photo will be upload next time as need to get it from my hp to laptop ;)
*.* Bad day from the start and Blessing came after that! *.*
Today is my bad day as i planned to give Paul Shepherding but was Sick since morning and i thought will be heal by faith with God. but still i can't even move after i eat my pill after 10am. then woke up at 2.30pm and sms paul last min say i can't make him for shepherding. after that fall asleep again and wake up around 6pm. then watch tv till 9.45pm then head to Mac but on my way to mac, saw one of my old friend whose stay near me.
We had a good Chat and i invite him for both Service on 19 and 24 Dec 09 so just wait for his comfirm reply. and today also i called one of my friend who promise me to visit me for my church service since last night cycling Event with X2 (ITE,RP,NYP). his name is Dominic whose from CHC. but he want to visit my church due to his life is not commited in CHC. so he finding his local as God commented us to do. Serve in the Local Church. so i will keep him in prayer no matter which church he chose.
Next sat is our Pre-Chrismas Service i am so looking forward as it call Party!! IT will be Very Interesting Service. as God will speak to our friend and us . about the news about him.
And on the following thursday is Chrismas Service will got Drama and dance item. the Drama is base on true Story of our member's family life. so it will be very touching about how God can move through us and change the world if u interested do MSG ME.
Before i go, My last Blessing of the day is: Find a job through my teacher from nitec, that he need help with his dog as dog sitter. $4 per hours, kind of good lobang. as i do nth but just play with that mid-size Dog. :) and will bring him out to walk walk. As you can see is God Blessing for me. as i hardly got this type of Lobang :) and also Give thank to God and also to my teacher Mamian Leong whose is my Life skill teacher in Nitec.
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:20 AM
03 December 2009
*.* Been busy for last 3 day @ Tinker friends Camp 09 *.*
Life is fun during the camp. but on the 3th day, i started to be a little worry about one of the program flow. that is tinker friend superstar 09. My team is doing MTV with a challenge for youtube must be put or show in this MTV. with an theme humility.
so i crack my head to think for idea together with my 2 helper from other JC student. but we did't came out of any idea till day 3 afternoon. and the showtime is at 2pm sharp. Oh My God Friend. and during the show, i can't mange to play the sound de to i plug in the wrong cable. how blury i can be. HA HA HA!
Now we doing the Photo Fame but i log off to guide my group now cya~
I shone with Jesus @ | 3:47 PM
20 November 2009
*.* Just noted about something in My Life or in my Blog *.*
I been looking through My Past Post to see how much have I been change by God in every difference timeline of My Life. And I noted about My English didn't get any better than before. as some Word that i use is spell badly wrong. So may cause misleading post to people whose read it. that why i like to say Sorry to you guy whose had readed My Blog and misunderstand what i mean or Discourage You in any form of Way. from now onward before i post i will read it throught few time. Before i post it.
And Thank to Mr CK, Come and give me some feedback about My life too. As I believe now is the time that God want to speak to me about my Chr and My Way Of Teaching and Way in Guiding for My People.
I Believe the Lord is real because every time, I Prayed And Ask for My problem to be solve right away or latest By a Week that God will ans. My Prayer, So God i know THAT You Are Good and Alway there in My Life and Guide Me. So i hope/Prayed for all Christian and Non-Christian That God will come into your life to Lead you out of your Problem.
So This is all i want to say today. Any Mistake in this Post English. Do leave ur comment below. and not on the Tag Box. if not it hard for me to know if it this post that made a Mistake in Word use or spelling.
Sign OFF, Ken
I shone with Jesus @ | 12:24 AM
14 November 2009
*.* Half-Way to GO *.*
Today just want to share about my video editing for MAD Class Project, on last Wed Night. My Team start to do video shooting from 12am to 4am then follow by Thursday afternoon. I should be in school to steam in the video from the Camera to the PC. then start doing the editing but on Thursday i fall sick with high fever. till late afternoon then i start to cool down. then i head down to Paul's mother place for CareGroup. then i reach there at around 5.45pm but not heading down to CG place first but i head to Burger King to Meet Mr Red Bear (Hong Siong) for my shepherding with him. he teach me about chriz.... of the world changer. this is not a new teaching for me. but still i listen with a humbly heart. even i did learn this lesson before when he move on to NS Group when Jay (EX-DI) become my temp shepherd and teach me. during the time that HS teach. i see the Spirit of Jay to do teaching to me in the past. same teaching type to me.
But during the shepherding time really bring back memory to me too. so after HS shepherding, i gone str8 to Caregroup place. and fellowship till 8pm because give Jiewei more time to prac with Paul and James. John reach at 8pm. then Caregroup when he reach. We end Caregroup at around 10.15pm. but after Caregroup sent shaun and peter off first as them need to rush home. then Paul,John,Jiewei,James and myself start to do CG Evaluation about how is it and what to improve. after the Evaluation, i am kind of disppionted by what we Evaluation. as i share in my last post.
I hope to see more greatly improvement on CG with the help by God. Lets the Holy Spirit guide us to the fullness.
So i give up every to the name of our Father in heaven. Bless this CareGroup and the whole DI Ministry Upon your name. In Jesus Name I Pray AMAN!!
I shone with Jesus @ | 1:14 AM
*.* Get disppionted by Caregroup Member in CoreTeam *.*
Today is Caregroup day as always. But today after Caregroup, I and few member stay back to do CG Evaluation. But i found out so many thing need to improve and kind of make me feel that i need to improve alot of thing to be a better Care leaders for this DI2 - Guys Group. I don't know where is the problem lay but I hope God will sent his Angel to come down and speak to me or my people about it.
Is the Problem lay aside on me or my member ?? God pls lets me know the Ans soon. before the new Caregroup is born. so we can improve and Grow together as a team. as God sent his people in the Bible like Daniel and M__. Sorry me dont know how to spell haha
Anyway. from what I see from the Evaluation, is about Care and concern is not there as is 1 = Poor. if this main thing is not 5 or 3 then something is wrong as it not call Caregroup if don't have Care and Concern right? and also we Lack of Communion?? OMG, I don't believe is this happening. I always keep them update with event on hand. only part of communion, i think need to improve is how i share the teaching during sermon time in Caregroup.
But i have no idea how i share to be better as alway got people did't pay att___ in the teaching and start to talk with each other so even people like to listen turn off focus. so God pls Speak to those people soon. so that the word of God can share to the heart of your people.
I give thank in everything into your heart. in Jesus Name. AMAN!!
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I shone with Jesus @ | 1:13 AM
11 November 2009
Today is a day of tiredness. as last night till now i haven fall a sleep as doing video shoot from 12am last night to 4am. then gone for breakfast with teammate from my class. then follow by one of them drive us home. i am the last to reach home as i am nearer to the driver house.
so i enjoy the night drive on a blue van. and get to know my classmate more closer. i did't sleep from 5.30am till 8am because just in case i sleep and can't wake up for shepherding in the mornig with JieWei and James follow. :P
Today shepherding we let JieWei know more about his praise song. and follow by short sharing about Prayer life. and challenge him to Grow and step out of the box in his heart. then after the shepherding. James and I RUSH down to ite simei by Cab, just because i need to reach simei by 1pm to take class photo HAHAHAHAHA..........
then after photo taking we slack at cafe 2 till around 5pm. with my Classmate bryan. but me fall asleep during the slacking time hahaha.... now i more awake but not fully =). hope i will be fine later when i reach home and sleep. and before that will be going down to Paul Place to prac for CareGroup with JieWei and HIM. :) then maybe i will be heading down to SMU to catch up with Di3 Guys. as need to support our new joining leader MR RED BEAR!! hahaha
But all above is just thinking as haven't done yet :P
Got T0 GO lo Cya :)
I shone with Jesus @ | 4:26 PM
09 November 2009
Hi guys, welcome back again.
Today i just return back to school. since last monday. due to money flow problem so did't attach class alot. tomorrow night is my MAD project Shooting. so i hope it will turn out well as the camera is only 3MP type of Camera. and what more we shooting at night time around 11pm. as making scary movie. :) It my first time making scary type of movie so i dont know how will it turn out. hope everything gone well as without light to take video is like. better dont even take any as waste of our time.
But i know God will make a way somehow so i pray for it. and let the action be told by itself tomorrow. :)
as for now waiting for Class start at 10am. i am now at cafe 2 in biz block. later break time at 12pm. so may go Gym with some classmate or just have my lunch with them depend which way i choose as is 2 group of friend. :)
After school i got DMM. with ace and the gang. we are planning for Christmas eve party and also grown of DI unit from Hope Church Singapore. I also like to pray for my CareGroup member. to being bless by God wisdom and his teaching will guide them to the fullness. as Leader of Di2 whos is Guys group. I hope i really can help them to grow together with me and serve God as With passion together too. :) even that my english is not that good speaking.
Last week, i just got my new shepherd to shepherd me. but is informal of cos. as first time since after so long. haha that is nor other than Hong SIONG :P
some ppl think i will be very happy about it but by right is so - so. but i am happy that he is back as i got people to talk to about my life and problem that i cant overcome myself or face it by myself. But still thank God my prev shepherd that is Kelvin also once in the while Encourage me alot if not i will not still in Hope and serve God to the Fullness :)
i think that all i want to say. need to focus on class and later got Assignment Test. :)
