For past few day i am very tired @ work can't really forced. even in my own spiritually life i can't forced too. i really need to think and seek God more if I want to stay strong with him.

Those day me alway lose to my emo, i really need to be strong to overcome this problem, and ytd being say by kelvin (shepherd), i am not so teachable. i know something i am not very teachable, but i don't know. as too many problem i have to overcome now or i mean face them head on. like one of my sheep problem i have with him. if u know who dont need to say it out.

But if this sheep of mine got read my blog. i would like to invite u to ask me out and talk thing out. before kelvin get enlist to NS. I some time may be very unreasonable but i only want to ask for forgiven by all of u out there. no matter friends from church or msn friend. Tomorrow is unit Cg, i will be leading praise. it not a new roles to me. but due to now my own spiritually life is not strong i dont know i can lead well or not . really have to pray for few thing like God help me through my attachment tomorrow so i can go off early and would be late for units CG.

So i really want to pray that God will change me and my sheep. to grow faithfully and strong with him.

So all his mighty name AMAN!!